Tuesday, September 06, 2005

School and Sleepy

I don't think I've ever been this tired constantly before in my life. Today I feel like a zombie. And I had 3 days off from work and school! My eyes feel like they've got that 'dazed and confused' look. Everything looks like it wants me to lay down on it and go to sleep.

I don't think I'll take a full course-load next semester. I can't even have fun. I'm all thinking about school and work. When I'm not at work, I'm at school. When I'm not at school, I'm studying.

I tried to get it all off my mind this weekend. I didn't want anything on my mind but having a good time. I couldn't. What makes it worse is this cursed insomnia that hits once in a while. I'll be all sleepy and ready for bed. But when I go to bed, my eyes pop open. I'll roll around and toss and turn for a few hours before I can go to sleep.

I'm drinking a Dr Pepper, right now, so I'm a little more alert. I need a caffine IV. I hate caffine. It makes me feel sweaty and break out.

Blind Melon just came on the radio. It's 'No Rain'. I remember when that song came out I thought to myself that was exactly how I felt. Life is hard and tiresome.