Friday, February 07, 2025

Hot Out

It's nice, outside, today.  Too nice.  It's almost hot.  

I mean, it's February 7th.  

It's 80 degrees.  I'm outside with shorts and a t-shirt.  After a few minutes, I need a cool beverage.

This probably means I'll be cutting grass in February, this year.  It's been a few years since I had to do that.  Not ideal.  Once I start, it doesn't end until November.

It'll probably get cold again, I'm guessing.  Just a couple of weeks ago, it was snowing and in the teens.  I'll just enjoy the warm front and worry about all of that later.

Sunday, February 02, 2025

So, You Hate Me; That's Fine

Not really.  I mean, it's not certain that anyone hates anyone.  Anything like that is fluid. 

I'm also not certain it'd be fine.  I don't think it'd bother me.  Maybe it would, though.

Go on and do what you need to do.  It's alright.  Well, I can't guarantee that, either.  Maybe.

Saturday, February 01, 2025

Born Again

Moisture condenses and drips slowly from the stone above, drumming a rhythmic plinking on the cave floor, far below.  Aside from that sound, nothing is detectible to the human ear.  Or eye.

He'd been hiding.  Yes, for the last few moments, from immediate danger.  This pitiful soul was hiding his whole life, though, and the pulse of blood thumping from chambers of his heart in time with the plink of the water dripping below seem to push the last sane brain cell he possesses out into the light, and over that edge to splatter on the rock.

Some never find an end to usurpations they can commit.  No soul finds the strength, courage or ability to stop them.  They take.  They continue to take.

Arguments erupt in inner monologue.  Breathing quickens.  Survival dilates the pupils of an invisible third eye fluttering between, and just above, his ineffectual eyes.

Counting to one thousand in his head, he deigns it likely that the party in pursuit must have certainly, by now, moved on.  As the thought forms in his head, however, the sound of footsteps ricochet in the distance off the cavernous walls.  His lungs involuntarily paralyze until the sound fades and disappears in the distance.

...

Curt words drone from an acutely ugly man surrounded by smartly dressed people.  They obediently hang on his every word.  In the air, warm smells of bread and meat float on cooking smoke.  He flares his nostrils.  He complains.  He demands food.

As if by magic, a plate appears, piled high with generous portions of variety.  He winks and unceremoniously takes from the plate and eats.  He eats daintily, yet greedily, allowing a moment between bites to chew and swallow before spewing critical words.  His crowd devours his disrespect with the same vigorous appetite.

POP POP POP

Sound's speed is broken by a quick succession of lead sent in the direction of our speaker.  He drops in a heap with a throaty groan.  His usurpations end with no fanfare, save for the panicked noises people make when horror and fear overtake them.  

Leaping through a window, and taking a curtain with him, a man lands in stride on the ground below.  As he flees, he untangles himself from the cloth, nearly stumbling to the earth before righting himself and making for a nearby wood.  In his wake, crushed velvet lies fluttering in the slight breeze... and a man lies motionless in the midst of a group of shocked and appalled onlookers.

...

Distance makes transgressions less pressing on the mind of the transgressor.  Deep in the recesses of grey matter folds, it presses, however.  And curdles.  And stagnates.  And, eventually, rots.

Dreams remind the subconscious.  Some nagging sense always plays tell-tale heart, even in the happiest of moments.  If death doesn't find one unexpectedly, the tale will tell itself at some point.

Sunlight striking a wall a certain way... A sound... a shade of color... many things can suddenly end reverie, ushering in a memory... and dread.

In these times, a decision is often required.  Spill the beans?  If yes, how?  If no, what new mental device will be required to keep the contents from spilling out involuntarily?

...

Climbing out of the cave, squinting eyes against the light make out no forms, human or otherwise.  Persistent against the will of time, life continues.  Finally, a breath.  Then, another.  The sun warms.  

Tuesday, January 28, 2025

Future Rant #5150

What one generation accepts reluctantly, the next will accept as inevitable.  The generation after that will consider it religion.  If nothing changes, the next will kill you to defend it.

Look at all the impositions placed on humanity.  There's no accountability.  We just shrug and take it.

Your children see that.  They accept your weakness as an inevitable loss for themselves.  No matter how much you fool yourself with optimism, if you don't fix the weakness in the chain, it won't support their future, but will, instead, bind them to the failures of the past.

Give the future a chance by standing up for yourself.  Don't let yourself continue to be robbed.  Break the bad chains, and build a foundation upon which you can build a solid future.

Saturday, January 18, 2025

RIP David Lynch

Over thirty years ago, this high school senior came home from work on a Wednesday night and flipped on the 19" Emerson color TV set in his room.  As the tube glowed to life on that TV, received as a 15th birthday present to replace the small hand-me-down black and white one, something new appeared.  Ethereal keyboard music slowly played and something definitely changed.  This was different.

Before we really knew what we had, it was gone.  It would be a few years later when the show was syndicated on cable that it would be captured to watch and rewatch.  Even those days were long ago.

This Twin Peaks world, surrealist and quirky, caught something no one quite captured before.  Others would try.  None quite had the Norman Rockwell on acid vibe of Twin Peaks.

The sleeper was a common thread in David Lynch's works, which Twin Peaks opened.  With his passing, this weekend will probably be a bit of a Lynch marathon.  Nothing will make sense and maybe, just maybe, the sleeper will awaken.  

Monday, December 30, 2024

The River

I was in 4th grade when STYX put out Mr Roboto.  It hit exactly where a 4th grader lives.  At least this 4th grader.  It wasn't until a few years later that I learned Tommy Shaw was from my area. 

I'd been playing for about 4 years when I started taking classical guitar lessons from a local who played with Tommy Shaw before Styx.  It was only then I learned he was playing at some of the spots I would later frequent.  It kind of shocked me, as much as I'd liked Styx as a kid, that I didn't know this.

Styx didn't really influence my music or guitar playing.  It did, however, inspire me.  There's no way I could do that theatrical style, but it made me want to make music that hit like that song hit me as a 9 year old kid.

I enjoy the smaller show with like-minded individuals.  There's an energy exchange that more intense.  If you're curious, and dark-web savvy, you might find out when and where.

Sunday, December 29, 2024

Christmas Time

The Holiday season is nearing an end.  I sincerely hope everyone was blessed with a Merry Christmas, including time with family, friends and loved ones.  In a few days, we'll meet a new year, and all the opportunities and challenges it brings.  Enjoy what's left of 2024, while you can!