Tuesday, August 01, 2006


I've got this strange feeling I'm on the cusp of a major change in my life. When I started back to school, I started to feel it a little bit. Now, with several things possibly about to change, I'm really starting to feel it. The last time I felt this kind of thing so strongly was when I started to work at GE. That was almost 10 years ago. I need a change, but I'm scared at the same time. The bad thing about it, is when you need a change, sometimes life forces you to change before you really think you're ready for it.

Life works in these curious cycles. Almost like biorythms, only real. It pushes you into the things you need to do. Possibly, it's a subconscious decision to change when the conscious mind isn't ready. I don't know. What I do know is that I'm nervous, excited, and scared all at the same time.