I Know

None of the erroneous opinions others form about you should have the power to make you unhappy. Only what you think of yourself matters. On Vesper's hour, when the Sun sets, you'll be grateful you spent your time doing enjoyable things instead of trying to explain yourself to those unwilling or incapable of understanding.

Normal is too subjective. Everyone does it, anyway. Create whatever you need. Agonize if you want. Repeat as necessary. Eat while there's food. Sing what makes you happy.